Control Freak
Hyperawareness: the quality or state of being extremely or excessively aware.
The problem with being aware of yourself and maintaining accountability is that sometimes, you can become obsessive in ensuring you are steady. That you are always on your “P’s and Q’s” I went from being reckless and careless to uber aware of what I want to partake in, and now, I’ll be damned if someone tries to cause any derailments in my progress.
Dear Diary,
I admit I may or MAY NOT have some control issues. But listen! I can explain! There’s a method behind this madness, I swear! Before you start shaming me, hear me out…. STORY TIME!!
